It may seem counterintuitive, but the idea of going to a small university scared me.
My high school was one of the largest in Manitoba, so having swarms of other students around was familiar. I was used to seeing people in the halls I’d never seen before, and not knowing most of the teachers.
I was sure going to a big university was the right thing to do. It’s what everyone else was doing.
At the same time, I was fully immersed in the music programs. I had a tight knit group of friends, and teachers who were more like family than friends.
So when I graduated high school last June, I felt the loss immediately. Certain that my time in small programs was done, I longed for that same small group of people who were there for me when I needed to laugh, cry, or grab a doughnut. That sense of belonging was gone, because in university all anyone is concerned about is getting their degree, right?
One of the things I love about CMU is that as a smaller school, they can breathe programs into existence more readily than a larger university.
As a musician, a clarinet player, I hoped and prayed for a CMU band to join. And when I start this fall, there will be!
Another thing I love about CMU is studying in Marpeck Commons, or the Great Hall, and recognizing the same people time and again.
I love that CMU profs have an open-door policy. It says that I’m as important to them as answering emails, or grading papers. I’m excited to be known by more than just my student number.
Most importantly, I’m loved, accepted, and cared for by my admissions counsellor, faculty, and staff at CMU, and was even before being admitted.
There’s no better feeling than being wanted just for being you. I’m not sure this kind of care and connection exists anywhere else.
Picking the “best” university is subjective. Getting a good education in an environment where you can grow, and flourish into the best possible version of YOU, is what matters most. CMU is that place for me.
I’m a clarinetist. And I’m also a pianist, a singer, a Catholic, a writer, a dreamer, a sarcastic joke maker, and a life-long learner. I can do, and be ALL these things at CMU. I don’t have to put myself in a box just to fulfill degree requirements. I can be me here. That’s something I never expected from a university.
Stephanie Wilson is entering her first year at CMU’s School of Music this fall.